Ronnie's New Job

I am sad sad sad. Ronnie got a new job owning some trucks and trailers for something having to do with frac sand....yeah, I don't really know either....cuz I don't know all the appropriate lingo...ANYWAYS....yea for the job! Now why I am sad sad sad: he is basically gonna be gone ALL THE TIME for the next 3-6 months. And when I say all the time, I mean ALL THE TIME. He will be leaving Monday or Tuesday next week and could be gone for a week or who knows. As long as there are loads to take, he will be gone. We don't know where he will be going til right before he has to go. So basically I am single again! WHOOOOO HOOOOO! TOTALLY kidding....extremely kidding....this is nothing to joke about really...I am truly sad. Can't think about it or I will start crying. I am an "everyday together" kind of person........not an "everyday GONE" kind of person, so this is going to be hard for me BIG TIME. But I gotta think about the future instead of the here and now....BUT I DON'T WANNA! GAW!