Completely Blew It....

So you know when you have just COMPLETELY blown a situation and you just give up and give in? Well, I am throwing in the white flag....well, DID throw in the white flag that is. I have been eating good and staying within my calorie limits...well for the most part...I have lost 4 pounds...somewhere....that is what the scale says at least....ANYWAYS....I go to lunch at Posados cuz all I want is some low calorie soup. Well, stupid chips and stupid sopapilla. ACTUALLY, ok I will be honest...this all started at breakfast. It is all Mindy's fault, a girl that I work with. She was so freaking generous and supplied breakfast for everyone. Kolaches and donuts. I have NO WILL POWER when it comes to donuts....and somehow a kolache jumped on my napkin...and I didn't want to be rude...my germs were already on it and she bought them for us. I mean COME ON...I am not going to insult a pregnant girl. So I ate one of each. I was starving....you just don't know....like the whole way to work I kept thinking, what am I gonna do...I am starving, I won't be able to concentrate cuz I am so hungry. I guess that JESUS provided those kolaches and donuts through Mindy....and I refuse to turn down Jesus. That just ain't my style.....