What Do I DO?!?!?!?!

OK, so I totally want to do makeup class....school...or whatever it is called. Like the MAC one....I don't even know if it exists.....but I was in MAC this weekend and I am TOTALLY untalented in the random and really cool eye makeup stuff.....those people have MAD CRAZY makeup skills that I do NOT possess AT ALL.....like eyeshadow sometimes scares me....even though I like love the bright colors.....so what do I do......